I've discharged.. But

Mus willing to take care of me (if needed) if I'm staying at d hotel. He will paying the hotel bills too (hey for what?) 

Sham told me to stay at home, he will try to minimize my daily work routine.

....... 

Me? I really want to stay at d hotel but only by my own self. Coz I really need to take care of myself and hv a nice rest only for a week.. This is the critical phase for me. I'll always throw out n be very week. 

But to let Mus take care of me? I can't. N I can't be invisible from him. He will knew where I'm staying (same thing as he also knew about me admit to d hospital before). 

So.... Here I am. At my own house. It's really uncomfortable for me and ofcourse for my recover progress coz I can't lay on the bed. I can't lay on the floor... It's too risky for me. So I'm just lay down on my reclyner (lazy chair).... 

Owh man... How I want to handle this? I really can't. I'm sick ok I'm sick!!