Gloomy same as my mood?

hi diari

arini cuaca manjang suram.... suram sama cam mood aku. Frankly my estrogen hormon still boosting up since last night but unfortunately i don't know how to release it. 

that's why i can't call him n he also can't call me coz this thing will happen. I've a lot of flaws n one of it is this. 

hmmm....

......... 

Owh teringat, td aku baru dpt surat kebenaran perjalanan dr ayuni (asst Dr.), dia bg 2 surat terus. Satu utk Jumaat ni, dan satu lagi utk 18/11 nanti. Dia bg soft copy.... Should I print or just boleh tunjukkan je yg soft copy ni bila diminta kat roadblock nanti?